
This story will appear in the upcoming campaign books for the popular table top RPG Never Going Home, published by Wet Ink Games.
Nigel woke from a dead sleep. His ears were ringing, but not in the way that made him think something was wrong. He felt completely peaceful, like the ringing was his body’s way of soothing him. All else around him was quiet. No one was moving along the trench. No rats were scurrying and chattering. He didn’t even hear any snoring.
Sitting up, he let the coat which he’d been using as a blanket slip from his body to land in his lap. He stretched, rubbing his muscles of his jaw. They weren’t tight. That must not be the reason for the ear ringing. He looked up and down the trench. Where was everyone? He put his coat on properly and stood, the mud sucking at his boots.
He moved along in silence, the ringing in his ears growing louder as he moved walked. His unit was a in a reserve trench, not near the front. There was lesser risk of them being bombed here. They could even look out over the top without fear of machines guns. This should have given him comfort, but the longer he went without seeing anyone, the more uneasy he grew.
The ringing in his ears began to change into a haunted tune. He couldn’t tell if it was a voice or a flute he was hearing. He rounded a bend in the trench and there he saw…well, he wasn’t sure what he saw. It was sparkling, and drifting down like confetti, but it was infinite. It was dazzling, and he realized this was the origin of the song. This glittering entity was singing to him.
He reached out a hand, and watched in amazement as his fingers disappeared. He pressed his whole hand into the shining sparkling mass, dancing with energy. He smiled to himself, overcome with excitement. He stepped forward into the glittering light.
Nigel woke from a dead sleep. Someone was shaking him awake. “Get up, won’t ya?” It was Cobb. “Come on, Barrister. We gotta move on!”
Nigel rubbed his eyes as he stood up, his coat slipping from his form. He caught it with one hand, donning is hastily as Cobb shoved his pack at him. “What’s happening?”
“Reprieve’s over. Moving to the front,” Cobb answered, sloshing on down the trench. He called to the next sleeping man.
Nigel put his arm through the strap of his pack, and took a second look at his hand. It was covered in hair, almost like a dog. Or a wolf. His heart thumped harder as pulled up his sleeves. Thick arm, all the way up his forearm. He touched his face, wondering how much beard he’d grown since his last shave.
“Barrister!” Cobb called.
“Coming!” Nigel said, hastily falling in line with the other soldiers as they moved through the trench.
At the front, the rats were worse. He wondered how that could be. Maybe it was all the bodies. The mud was worse too. It covered everything. If the thin layer ever dried, it would provide another layer of protection from the cold. But the mud never dried. They had dug too far down, hit the water table. He’d known too many who were sent to convalesce from their trench foot. He wiggled his stiff, wet toes in his boots, keeping his circulation going. He wondered if those poor chaps with their feet rotting off thought they were getting the better end of the deal.
The air stunk with decay, with fear, with vermin and waste. It was too thick with the smells; it made him sick. It was worse than before, but no one else seemed to be complaining of it. He wiped his face, rubbing the weariness from his eyes. His beard was full again. He wouldn’t bother shaving it. It has snowed last night. The beard, though growing freakishly quickly, was a welcome cover from the cold.
“Barrister!” Cobb called. “You daydreaming again?”
“What’s that?” Nigel said, turning his attention to his fellow soldier.
“I asked if you’re gonna drink any coffee,” Cobb said. Nigel saw the kettle sitting atop a small fire at Cobb’s feet. Cobb frowned at him. “Did you have that beard yesterday?”
Nigel stroked the hair on his face, thinking it felt more like fur than whiskers. “Yeah, of course. Can’t grow a beard like this in a day.”
“Huh,” Cobb said, sounding unconvinced. “What’s wrong with your eyes?”
“Nothing,” Nigel said, though a tingling feeling was creeping along his spine the longer Cobb stared.
“No, there’s something…They’re all yellow.”
“Yellow?” Nigel gasped. “What do you mean they’re yellow?”
“Yellow, Barrister! Yellow! Like a wolf.” Cobb’s frown was slowing morphing into a look of terror.
Nigel dug in his pack, looking for his mug. “Don’t worry about it,” he muttered.
“Oh no, I think it’s something we all should be worried about,” Cobb said over his head.
Nigel looked up, and now the look Cobb wore was one of mistrust. “I’m fine,” he said.
“You’re…tainted,” Cobb hissed.
Nigel stood up, a rush of animalistic anger pumping through him. “I’m what?” he said. He felt like he was seven feet tall. Cobb seemed to shrunk before him. He watched in glee as Cobb screamed, cowered, covered his face with his hands. Nigel lunged down, barely conscious of his snapping teeth. Cobb’s blood had a metallic tang. Nigel ran.
Nigel woke from a dead sleep. Every part of him was cold. His ears were ringing. He opened his eyes, but couldn’t see anything. It was too bright. She squinched them closed. His head ached. He felt wet all over. He rolled onto his side, squelching into the mud. He realized her was naked. That’s why he was so cold.
“He’s awake,” someone said.
Nigel tried to open his eyes again, but his head hurt too much. “C..c…c…cold,” he choked.
“Nigel Barrister,” that same voice said. “Can you understand me?”
Why would they be asking him that? What had happened to him? “I can understand,” he said. His mouth tastes like dust. “Can I have some water?”
Someone was hoisting him from the mud, now placing a coat around his shoulders. He shivered as someone pressed a canteen into his hand. His head felt lighter. He chanced opening his eyes again.
He didn’t recognize any of the men surrounding him. They were all looking at him worriedly, as if he wasn’t real. As if he wasn’t human. He glanced down at his hands. There was no sign of the fur that had covered them before. He took another drink from the canteen, then pulled the coat tighter around him. “Where am I?” he asked.
The two men standing directly before him looked at one another for support, as if deciding which one of them should say something. “Where were you before?” one of them finally asked.
“At the front,” Nigel said. “We’d just been moved from reserve. Trying to put the enemy on the run at Ypres.”
There was a long silence, the two men standing above him looking at him pityingly, then at each other, almost as if they were communicating telepathically. The same one who spoke before finally broke the silence by turning over his shoulder and telling one of the men behind him, “Get him some clothes.” As that fellow moved off to follow the order, the man (who Nigel now recognized as Lieutenant) squatted low and looked him right in the eyes. “Well, Nigel Barrister, you’re a long way from Ypres now. Do you know what happened to you?”
Nigel wet his lip even though his mouth was still sticky. He struggled with the truth. He knew if would sound unbelievable, but wasn’t all of this unbelievable? What part of the last 3 years was believable? He decided not to hide anything. Perhaps they could help him discover what was happening to him.
“I had a dream about a glittering light, and when I woke, I was covered in fur. I lost my temper at a friend, and…” His eyes grew wide as he recalled the look on Cobb’s face. “Oh God… I think I killed him.” He swallowed noisily. “But after that, I don’t know,” he said. He looked up into the Lieutenant’s eyes, pleading, though for what he did not know. “I don’t know how I got here.”
The Lieutenant rose and looked to the other man he had previously regarded. “That’s what I was afraid of when we saw him,” he said. He fell silent.
The second man was nodding to himself. “I’ll let Anders know,” he said.
Together, the two men hoisted Nigel from the ground. “Do you know what’s happened then? Is there someone else like…like this?” he asked.
But they didn’t say anything as they ushered him along.





