
Nigel sat alone in a room small room with a bunk, a bucket, a small window near the ceiling, and a metal door which had been locked from the outside. The single light bulb overhead was flickering. It was twilight, and he could hear the noises of night creatures beginning to stir. He leaned back against the wall, fidgeting with the dice they had given him.
“To occupy you,” they had said, as they shut him inside.
He looked at the dice in his hand. Two six-sided dice. He rolled them onto his lap, counted the pips. Four on one. Four on the other. He rolled again. It was the same.
Why was it always the same?
He tucked the dice into the pocket of his pants. He’d been given this set of fatigues by the men who had found him in the trenches outside of Armentiéres. He still did not know how he had managed to travel the 20 kilometers from Ypres to Armentiéres without knowing. He wasn’t sure what had happened to him either. He looked at the backs of his hands again, but there was no sign of the fur that had sprouted there earlier. He rubbed a hand over his face and his neck, feeling the familiar coarseness of his beard.
He couldn’t have imagined it. He was haunted by Cobb’s terror and the taste of his blood.
A knock at the door, followed by the sound of the lock clicking open drew his eyes upwards. Two men, prominently displaying arms filled the doorway. Nigel scrambled to his feet in anticipation.
“Anders will see you now,” one of the men said.
Nigel took the shirt he had laid across the foot of the bed, donning and buttoning it quickly as the two men led him from the small room—the cell—where they had placed him. They went past a row of similar rooms as they moved down the hallway. At the end of the corridor, they took a left, then a right, and then they were standing in what looked like a surgery room. There was a metal table in the middle of the room, another one against the wall, with trays of instruments. There were gloves on the table as well, and smocks hanging on hooks on the wall. There was a bright light staring down at the table in the center of the room. A row of windows let Nigel glimpse the courtyard between this building, a barracks, an office and a mess hall. Nigel swallowed the bile climbing his throat as he looked around. He clenched and unclenched his fists slowly, giving his nerves something to do.
“You’ll wait here for Anders,” the first man said. He exited the surgery. The second man did not. He did not speak either. He held his gun where Nigel could see it.
A few tense minutes ticked by, as Nigel watched the clock’s second hand move in its circular path. The door of the surgery opened, and he slowly turned to meet who he assumed was Anders.
He was a slim man, mid-forties, white just beginning to creep into his otherwise blonde beard. He wore small rimmed glasses, and his uniform was neat as a pin. He was shorter than Nigel. He held his hands behind his back as he took stock of him.
“You saw a light in the trench?” Anders asked. His voice was rustic.
“More like a sparkle,” Nigel said.
Anders nodded. “You touched it?” he asked.
Nigel nodded.
“Get up on the table,” he instructed. As soon as he said it, three other men came into the surgery, one wearing doctor’s scrubs, the other two dressed as if to assist. The man with the gun took a step towards him and that was all the encouragement that Nigel needed to comply. He moved towards the table, hopped onto the cool metal top, and waited for further instructions.
“I’m Dr. Greenberg,” the doctor said. Nigel almost said, “pleased to meet you,” but the doctor continued swiftly, leaving no time for pleasantries. “How many times have you transformed?”
“Eh…one?” Nigel said.
“Take off that shirt, if you please,” Dr. Greenberg said. Nigel did as asked, and one of the assistants whisked it away from him. Anders was watching from his place near the door, arms crossed.
Nigel hesitated, but the sudden sternness of the doctor’s expression made him reconsider. Nigel tried not to sigh. He removed his shirt, and it was immediately whisked away from him by one of the assistants. He laid back, the cool metal sending shivers through his limbs, closing his eyes against the glaring light overhead.
“You can sit,” Dr Greenberg said after an awkward moment of waiting.
He sat up gladly, swung his feet down, letting them dangle like a child in a too tall chair. The doctor and his assistant walked around behind him.
“Ah, yes,” Dr. Greenberg said. The assistant muttered a few words. Nigel looked across the room at Anders. His hand was over his mouth now and his eyes had grown wide. “We’ve seen this before,” the doctor said.
“Like patient 12,” the assistant said.
“Indeed.” The doctor—he assumed it was the doctor—was feeling along his spine. “He has a malformation right here,” he said, his fingers pausing near the base of Nigel’s neck. “Here, have a feel. Right there.” A second hand poked him now. Nigel stiffened, feeling like a specimen. He tried to shrug them away, but that only made the fingers press harder against him.
“Dr. Greenberg,” the assistant said, “He’s got an extra one.”
“An extra what?” Nigel asked. They ignored him.
“Let’s see now,” Dr. Greenberg said. More fingers pressing on him now. “Oh, yes. Yes you’re right.”
Nigel tried to move away from them. “What are you feeling for?”
“Bones,” Dr. Greenberg said. “Bones that you shouldn’t have.”
“What do you mean? What’s happening to me? What is this place? Who is patient 12?” Nigel could feel himself growing. His face felt too long. He looked at his hands. The fur that had sprouted before was growing back. He hungered inhumanely.
“Oh, I’m afraid we’ve set him off,” Dr. Greenberg said.
Nigel watched the men shrink as they came forward with nets and guns to restrain him. Except for Anders. He watched from the door with a calculating frown.
“Nigel,” the voice called.
Nigel opened his eyes. He couldn’t move. His vision was blurred. He searched for the source of the voice, and found someone standing to his right. He blinked. No, three people. Anders, and two soldiers. He blinked again, then looked down at himself. He was wearing only his shorts and undershirt. He’d been put into a straight jacket, and tied to the wall. Looked up again, as Anders came forward. He was holding a glass of water, offering it with a strange tenderness.
“Here, have some of this,” Anders said. He helped Nigel drink, and the cool water was a balm. Nigel let it run down his chin. He was hot. His forehead was dripping with sweat.
“What happened?” he grunted.
Anders gave the glass to one of the soldiers who passed it to a man just outside the room, who in turn whisked it away. Nigel was in the same room he’d been in before the exam. His room. He snorted at the thought.
“Oh, it’s not funny, Nigel. It’s not funny at all,” Anders said. Nigel could smell him, a mixture of stale sweat and canned beans and the kind of fatigue that comes when you know you’re losing a war.
“Well, I wasn’t laughing at…” he tried to gesture at himself, then remembered he couldn’t. “What am I?”
“You’ve been touched by something from another world, Nigel,” Anders said. “And we could use it, if you would let us help you control it.”
“Control it?” Nigel asked, skeptical.
“We’ve trained several others,” Anders said.
“To do what? Hunt down Germans?”
Anders nodded. “In part,” he said. “But mainly, to fight off the other things that come into the battle.”
“Other things?” Nigel asked. “What…tanks?” He’d heard of tanks, but he’d not yet seen one.
“No, Nigel,” Anders said quietly. “Things like…you.”
“You mean people who’ve transformed?” he asked.
“And the things that have transformed you.”
A stream of sweat ran down Nigel’s back. “You have any more water?”
The man outside the room was off, presumably to fulfill the request, as soon as Anders turned his head to look that direction.
“We are good at this,” Anders said. “And we will take good care of you, Nigel, while we train you.”
“To be your hound,” he said, his teeth grinding.
“To win the war,” Anders said. He smiled. “Can you think of something better than that?”
Nigel was a soldier. He knew that his desires barely mattered. “Is there another choice?”
“We could cure you of the ailment,” Anders said, and at the rising hopefulness that Nigel knew was spread across his face, Anders only frowned. “Through euthanasia,” he said.
Nigel wasn’t sure if he had heard correctly. But Anders’ hard stare eliminated his need to have the man repeat himself.
“So, I am a dog,” Nigel said.
“Afraid so,” Anders said.
The second glass of water was passed across the room, and Anders tipped it to his lips. Nigel swallowed all of it down. “Do you want to think it over?”
What was there to think about? Do as he wanted, or die. That wasn’t a real choice.
“I just have one question,” Nigel said. Anders nodded, an indication for him to continue. “Who is patient 12?”
“Oh! Patient 12 is one of our best…eh, dogs, as you say,” Anders said. His smile was saccharine. Nigel felt the water he swallowed coming back up. “We perfected the training program with him, I’m sure.”
“And what’s my number?” Nigel asked.
“You’re patient 13,” Anders said.
Nigel snickered. “That’s unlucky.”
Anders shrugged. “Well, the world has been upside down, hasn’t it? Who knows? Maybe you’re the luckiest.” He gave Nigel a wink, and then moved towards the door. “Untie him,” he said to the soldiers. He turned to look at Nigel, a softness in his eyes as he hovered at the door. “I’ll see you in the morning.”
They left the water. They brought a tray of food. He laid down and slept like a good dog.









